Spiritual Parkinson’s Spiritual Borderline

 

The Body of Yeshua is still not knowing WHO they are in Yeshua Hamasiach (borderline) not knowing who they are not secure in the great I AM.  Parkinson’s: shaking and a damage in the nervous system!  We as HIS Body are paralysed !  The 5 fold ministers need to come back and need to have space (room) to minister , to disciple and to train and equip!

SCRIPTURES:

EXODUS 15 :22-27   “Moshe led Isra’el onward from the Sea of Suf.  They went out into the Shur Desert; but after traveling three days in the desert, they had found no water.  23 They arrived at Marah but couldn’t drink the water there, because it was bitter.  This is why they called it Marah [bitterness].  24 The people grumbled against Moshe and asked, “What are we to drink?”  25 Moshe cried to ADONAI; and ADONAI showed him a certain piece of wood, which, when he threw it into the water, made the water taste good.  There ADONAI made laws and rules of life for them, and there he tested them.  26 He said, “If you will listen intently to the voice of ADONAI your God, do what he considers right, pay attention to his mitzvot and observe his laws, I will not afflict you with any of the diseases I brought on the Egyptians; because I am ADONAI your healer.  “27 They came to Eilim, where there were twelve springs and seventy palm trees, and camped there by the water.”

Isaiah 28: 28-29   “When crushing grain for bread, one doesn’t thresh it forever; one drives the horse and cart wheels over it but doesn’t crush it to powder.  29 This too comes from ADONAI-Tzva’ot  –  his counsel is wonderful, his wisdom great.”

TORAH PORTION

BEGINNING AT GENESIS 28 -10 TILL GENESIS 32 -3

(HE WENT OUT AND BECAME FRUITFUL) The birth of the 12 tribes (unity in and through His Spirit)
Do not call me Naomi; call me Mara, (which means bitter) for the Almighty has dealt very bitterly with me.”
(Ruth 1:20)

The Lord showed me in the passed hours how paralyzed and sick HIS Body is!
There are those who need to stand but they can not or they refuse to stand!  There are those who are not ready to stand but they go out and teach the wrong things and stir up rebellion in His Body by cursing the chosen leaders by despising those who the Lord called to equip His flock!
These (new) leaders are servant leaders, HE IS THE LEADER WHO SERVES THROUGH THEM!
But those with a rebellion spirit gossip about them, curse them, laugh at them, and make life miserable for them!
There are people who call themselves apostles prophets and so on, where the Lord did NOT call them!
There are pastors who refuse to ordain those the Lord is calling to send out!
There are males who refuse to work with females and they curse them call them Jezebels!

SPIRITUAL BORDERLINERS!

  • YOU DO NOT KNOW WHO YOU ARE IN THE BODY!  YOU DO NOT KNOW YOUR CALL! YOU HAVE NOT BEEN TRAINED AND EQUIPPED!

  • YOU ARE IN A CHURCH AND THEY REFUSE TO HELP YOU TO STAND IN YOUR CALL TO SECURE IT AND ORDAIN YOU.  SO INSTEAD OF GROWING YOU DOUBT WHO YOU ARE AND THINGS GET WORSE THEN EVER!

  • YOU THINK YOU ARE CALLED ALREADY YOU GO OUT AND PREACH AND TEACH, BUT DEEP INSIDE OF YOU, YOU KNOW THE LORD DID NOT SEND YOU….. YOUR CAMP IS POLLUTED (MARRIAGE CHILDREN PLACE YOU LIVE IT IS ALL IN A STATE OF CONFUSION AND DISORDER)

SPIRITUAL PARKINSON’S!

THE NERVOUS SYSTEM IS DAMAGED! WE ARE TOTALLY OUT OF ORDER!

YESTERDAY EVENING WE CAME TOGETHER! WE LIVE TOGETHER AS THE 1ST CONGREGATION DID! WE SHARE POSSESSIONS AND WE LIVE AS A FAMILY!  THAT’S WHY I AM TOTALLY FREE TO COMMIT MYSELF TO THE CALL THE LORD GAVE ME! FOR THE PASSED 14 YEARS I AM IN FULL-TIME MINISTRY!

Yesterday evening we cried out to the Lord for hours and hours and we repent for all sin in the body also in the Line of forefathers and ancestors!  My ministry is called TESHUVA which means REPENTANCE!  And we did it for almost 14 years!  We allowed the Spirit to point out to us all sin even in the hidden corners of our heart!

But what happened this time was deeper then ever before! Suddenly it stopped!

Then we needed to listen to the song AMAZING GRACE!

After that the team left Johan my husband went to bed and the Lord took me back to Facebook!

He drawn my attention to a video with healing scriptures and I listened!

Because the voice was reading a little monotonous I fell almost in sleep.  Suddenly there was a loud sound and the voice spoke in authority!  There was a sound of a whip and every time the whip hit the flesh the voice spoke about a certain illness what got healed at that same moment!

There it was, the voice said: PARKINSON’S DISEASE HEALED and the sound of the whip echoed in my heart!

I am prophetic and the last couple of weeks I had symptoms of this illness!  At the same moment I heard the sound of the whip and the voice declaring it was healed I felt a boom exploded in my body!

But the Lord made it clear it was spiritual! I asked for prayer to my intercessors but I had to write them and needed to tell them it was NOT an attack, it was spiritual HIS BODY has PARKINSON’S!

Now we proclaim very often: “By His stripes we are healed”  But listen the whip represents to us: hardship, pressure, deep things to go through!

But Abba told me: “THEY REFUSED TO DRINK THE BITTER WATER CALLED MARA.

MARA MEANS BITTER!  It will heal peoples bitterness but it also taste bitter !

The drinking of the bitter water means: getting through difficulties having pressure in your life!  The Lord wants to heal us from bitterness from all our hurt and pain, but we choose to ware masks instead!  We refuse to let HIM heal us and we go out!  We send ourselves!  And the damage is tremendous!  Yes Yeshua did it for us on the cross, He drunk the cup of bitterness

Matthew 26:39  “Going on a little farther, he fell on his face, praying, “My Father, if possible, let this cup pass from me! Yet — not what I want, but what you want!””

ONE OF THE BIGGEST MISTAKES WE MADE IN OUR GENERATION IS THIS:  IT IS CALLED PROSPERITY TEACHING!   WE WANT ALL OF HIM BUT WE REFUSE TO GIVE ALL OF US! THE FALSE TEACHING OF PROSPERITY TELLS US:  JESUS DID IT ALL FOR US NOW NAME IT PROCLAIM IT GET IT! WHILE THE TRUTH IS:  YOU MUST DIE TO COME TO THE END OF SELF!   YOU MUST WALK THE SAME PATH AS YESHUA WALKED!

  • DESERT PERIODS = THE DESERT IS HOT DURING THE DAY AND COLD DURING THE NIGHT.  FOR US IT REPRESENTS: LONELINESS, PEOPLE WILL LEAVE US, ABANDON US, LIKE THEY DID WITH JESUS AND WITH JOSEPH AND THEY DO NOW WITH ISRAEL!  IT ALSO REPRESENTS THE FIRE OF THE LORD…. PURIFICATION!

  • GETSEMANE = HEBREW WORD FOR OLIVE PRESS BY PRUNING THE OLIVES THE OIL COMES OUT!  FOR US IT REPRESENTS: THE LORD ALLOWS PRESSURE ON OUR LIFE BUT THE FLESH GET KILLED AND ANOINTING STARTS TO COME!

  • GOLGOTHA = HEBREW WORD FOR SKULL HE HAD TO DIE ON THE CROSS MEANING FOR US THE FLESH MUST COMPLETELY BE REMOVED! AND THEN AFTER “ 3” DAYS A PERIOD OF TESTING, RESURRECTION WILL COME!  HE DRUNK THE BITTER WATER!  HE SAID “I AM THIRSTY” THEY GAVE HIM BITTER WINE = MEANING THE BRIDE WAS NOT IN A GOOD STATE AND STILL IT IS NOT WHERE THE LORD WANTS HER TO BE. BUT WE ARE CLOSE!  WE MUST GIVE HIM OUR WATER (KNOWLEDGE THOUGHTS PLANS AMBITIONS)  HE WILL TURN IT IN THE BEST WINE HIS BEST, HIS GLORY!  AFTER THEY PIERCED HIM IN HIS SIDE (HE WAS DEAD BY THEN) BLOOD AND WATER CAME OUT = WE ARE COVERED BY HIS BLOOD BUT AS WE GO WITH HIM INTO DEAD (WE DIE TO SELF) HIS LIVING WATER WILL COME OUT!

WHEN THEY CAME INTO THE TOMB HIS TALID HIS CLOTH WAS LAYING FOLDED UP!  THIS MEANS IN THE JEWISH WAY OF LIVING:  “I WILL COME BACK”  BUT HE COMES BACK FOR THAT BRIDE WITHOUT BLEMISH SPOT OR WRINKLE!

HEALING OF HIS BODY: We must die to self!  That is crucial important!

Exodus 4: 24-31   “At a lodging-place on the way, ADONAI met Moshe and would have killed him, 25 had not Tzipporah taken a flintstone and cut off the foreskin of her son.  She threw it at his feet, saying, “What a bloody bridegroom you are for me!” 26 But then, God let Moshe be.  She added, “A bloody bridegroom because of the circumcision!” 27 ADONAI said to Aharon, “Go into the desert to meet Moshe.”  He went, met him at the mountain of God and kissed him.  28 Moshe told him everything ADONAI had said in sending him, including all the signs he had ordered him to perform.  29 Then Moshe and Aharon went and gathered together all the leaders of the people of Isra’el.  30 Aharon said everything ADONAI had told Moshe, who then performed the signs for the people to see.  31 The people believed; when they heard that ADONAI had remembered the people of Isra’el and seen how they were oppressed, they bowed their heads and worshipped.”

Yeshua did for us what we can read in the story of Moshe!  He is our bloody Bridegroom!  BUT what He did at the cross must be fullfilled in our hearts!  And that only happens when we allow the Lord to take us through that same journey as Yeshua went!

One more important issue:  Yeshua did not REMOVE the law!  He REPLACED the sacrifice of the lambs!  HE BECAME THE SACRIFICE!  He will write the law upon our heart!  And He wants from us that we LOVE His law and HIS commandments!  Israel left Egypt, but Egypt needed to come out of them to!

They needed to learn the ways and commandments of YHWH!  He does not want slaves He wants to marry His children!  He wants to dance with His children!

If we read 1 Corinthians 12: 29-31   “Not all are emissaries, are they? Not all are prophets, are they? or teachers? or miracle-workers?  30 Not all have gifts of healing, not all speak in tongues, not all interpret, do they? 31 Eagerly seek the better gifts. But now I will show you the best way of all.”

We must turn the page to see the way apostle Paul wants to show to us!

Then we read 1 Corinthians 13:1-13   1 I may speak in the tongues of men, even angels; but if I lack love, I have become merely blaring brass or a cymbal clanging.  2 I may have the gift of prophecy, I may fathom all mysteries, know all things, have all faith – enough to move mountains; but if I lack love, I am nothing.  3 I may give away everything that I own, I may even hand over my body to be burned; but if I lack love, I gain nothing.  4 Love is patient and kind, not jealous, not boastful,  5 not proud, rude or selfish, not easily angered, and it keeps no record of wrongs.  6 Love does not gloat over other people’s sins but takes its delight in the truth.  7 Love always bears up, always trusts, always hopes, always endures.  8 Love never ends; but prophecies will pass, tongues will cease, knowledge will pass.  9 For our knowledge is partial, and our prophecy partial;  10 but when the perfect comes, the partial will pass.  11 When I was a child, I spoke like a child, thought like a child, argued like a child; now that I have become a man, I have finished with childish ways.  12 For now we see obscurely in a mirror, but then it will be face to face.  Now I know partly; then I will know fully, just as God has fully known me.  13 But for now, three things last trust, hope, love; and the greatest of these is love.”

HE IS THE LOVE YESHUA IS THE LOVE AND ONLY IF WE DIE TO SELF HIS LOVE WILL BE VISSABLE!  And then my brothers and sisters THE WORLD yes THE WORLD will recognize HIM who send the son!

John 17: 20-21   “I pray not only for these, but also for those who will trust in me because of their word, 21 that they may all be one . Just as you, Father, are united with me and I with you, I pray that they may be united with us, so that the world may believe that you sent me.”

Okay I realize this is a heavy bread that He gives us to eat today but let me summarize it:

  • We all must die to self

  • How?  By walking the path our Lord Yeshua walked

  • We need to give Him all our water (knowledge and ambitions and so on) He will turn it into His best wine)

  • There is a need for SERVANT leadership so HE can teach and equip THROUGH them and make disciples who can be send out!

  • If you are in a church where they do not train and equip you they PREVENT you to step into your call……. LEAVE!

  • If you are walking in your call where the the lord did not send you, you are in for mayor trouble!

Isaiah 8:1   “ADONAI said to me, “Take a large tablet, and write on it in easily readable letters; ‘Maher shalal, hash baz [the spoil hurries, the prey speeds along].'”)”

  • There are those who need to repent and there are those who must stand!

Isaiah 28: 28-29   “When crushing grain for bread, one doesn’t thresh it forever; one drives the horse and cart wheels over it but doesn’t crush it to powder.  29 This too comes from ADONAI-Tzva’ot – his counsel is wonderful, his wisdom great.”

This means for us: He will not go on forever to allow pressure on our lives!  He will not destroy us, on the contrary He will make us blossom and flow!

PRAYER:

I PRAY IN YESHUA`S NAME THAT THIS BREAD WILL TASTE FINE!  EAT IT SLOWLY READ IT PRAYERFULLY AND ASK THE LORD TO HELP YOU TO RECEIVE IT AS A SEED INTO YOUR HEART!

MAY THE ARMY OF THE RISEN LORD BECOME VISIBLE IN GODLY ORDER AND WEARING HIS UNIFORM OF LOVE! THAT HE OUR KING WILL BE VISIBLE THROUGH THE SONS ( MALE AND FEMALE) OF YHWH!

I PRAY THAT HIS WILL BE DONE! I REBUKE STUBBORNNESS, SPIRITS OF JEZEBEL, AND WARLOCK SPIRITS, I CAST THEM OUT AND DECLARE THEY ARE POWERLESS FROM THIS DAY ON!

I SAY TO THOSE WHO NEED TO STAND:  ARISE AND SHINE YOU HAVE A TASK TO DO!  I SAY TO THOSE WHO STAND BUT NEED TRAINING:  REPENT WALK A RIGHT PATH MEANING HIS GODLY ORDER!  ASK FOR FORGIVENESS AND THEN GO TO THE PLACE THAT THE LORD WILL SHOW YOU TO BE TRAINED AND EQUIPPED!

ABBA, I THANK YOU FOR THIS BREAD I THANK YOU FOR THE BLESSING THAT IS UPON IT WHILE READING AND PRAYERFULLY RECEIVING IN YESHUA`S NAME OMEIN!
 

Blessings and Shalom over you!
~ Mamme Devorah
Called by Yeshua by the will of the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob.
“Adversity is the spark that lights the matches, to glow the fire of self-confidence,”   Catharina Schouten.


Catharina Schouten-MeijerCatharina Schouten–Meijer (Mamme Devorah) is the founder of Dezerto Floro Foundation – Desert Flower. Blossoming despite hardship!  She encourages, inspires, teaches, and is training and equipping people.  She goes wherever the Father is sending her! She is sent in the Biblical way.  In 1995 the Holy Spirit set her apart, for the work to which He has called her.  Pastor Hendrik – Jan van Mourik – Restoration Church – in the Netherlands, sent her in the apostolic and prophetic ministry in 2006.  Rev. Paul van Beek God’s Outreach Ministry Int. sent her in the Deborah call in 2011.  Ministry mandate: Isaiah 45 Deliverance, Rebuilding, Restoration.

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