For all of those, who know the Father is calling them into a ministry and is giving them a task.

For all of those, who say: “But I can`t help myself, I am so weak…..”

“And Moses said Behold when I come unto the children of Israel, and shall say unto them, The God of your fathers hath sent me unto you; and they shall say What is his name? What shall I say unto them? and God said unto Moses — “I AM that I AM,”” Exodus 3:13 – 14.

We live in a world where we are asked to perform. Many of us feel the pressure, although we never want to talk about it honestly.

And although believers, we think we have to do things, we have to act, we have to and we have to!

How many of us have heard these words more than once:

God only helps those, who help themselves!

Referring to Exodus 14:13-16

“And Moses said to the people, “Fear not, stand firm, and see the salvation of the Lord, which he will work for you today. For the Egyptians whom you see today, you shall never see again. ¹⁴ The Lord will fight for you, and you have only to be silent.”

“¹⁵The Lord said to Moses, “Why do you cry to me? Tell the people of Israel to go forward.¹⁶Lift up your staff, and stretch out your hand over the sea and divide it, that the people of Israel may go through the sea on dry ground.”

Now, for us this means: Trust in Yeshua, in His Spirit!

Look up to HIM and allow Him to lead you all the way! When He speaks you obey!

So our help comes from the LORD, but we do what HE is ASKING, so in perfect obedience we rest in HIM, while HE works through us!

Not YOUR will HIS will not your plans HIS plans.

But as you follow and obey He will make a way!

Hebrew is a language all about numbers.

I quote from an internet source called Tjalian:

The numbers of the name Moses are those of “I AM THAT I AM,” so that the names Moses and Jehovah are at one in numerical harmony.

The word Moses is 5, 300 and 40, and the sum of its letters is 345; Jehovah.

I AM that I AM <> Ahiye Asher Ahiye

The Hebrew words for I AM THAT I AM are ahiye asher ahiye, and in the value of the sums of their letters stand thus: 21, 501 and 21.

This being his (God’s) name, the sum of the values composing it are 21, 501, 21 are 543, or simply a use of the simple digit numbers in the name of Moses… but now so ordered that the name of 345 is reversed, and reads 543…

So that when Moses asks “Let me see Thy face or glory,” God rightly and truly replies:

“Thou canst not see my face… but thou shalt see me behind” — (the true sense, though not the precise words); because the comer and the behind of 543 is the face of 345.

How wonderful is our Lord and King!

What we see here is this:

When we think about ourselves, we may be honest and true! “I AM that I AM” I am myself and I am weak! I am unique and I may be just as He, the LORD, created me!

BUT I do want to obey my King my G-d! And when I receive a task from Him, and He sends me, I may believe, that as soon, His Spirit overshadows me, He can do what only He can!

I will see Him from behind, because HE is standing in front of me. People will see HIM talk, will see HIM perform a miracle. For, when I am weak, when and I step back, Abba is strong and steps into the front!

“For the foolishness of God is wiser than human wisdom, and the weakness of God is stronger than human strength,” 1 Corinthians 1:25.

People will see Him and hear Him! David was a simple shepherd boy, G-d made him a King!

The disciples were simple fishermen Yeshua called them as apostles. Why? Because Abba only needs people who are at the end of self so HE can show HIS power and glory!

Prayer:

“Father, today on this Sabbath we come before Your Throne of Grace, in humbleness and honesty.

Many of us have been waiting for the ministry and task, that you are about to give to us. Because we were born for a time as this.

Some of us have been in ministry for a long, long time, but you cleansed us, purified us, brought us down to our knees again.

Pruned the ministry and we are so weak now, death to our own plans and ambitions.

Abba here we are, send us. In such way that the world will see YOU!

Father, when we are weak, you can be strong. Show this world your glory Abba, your power!

And thank You Abba that you once spoke to me, personally, in the beginning of my PIT period, Prophet or People In Training.

“When you come to the end of yourself, you will find the beginning of Me, your G-d!”

Blessings and Shalom over you!
~ Mamme Devorah
Called by Yeshua by the will of the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob.
“Adversity is the spark that lights the matches, to glow the fire of self-confidence,” Catharina Schouten.

Catharina Schouten–Meijer (Mamme Devorah) is the founder of Dezerto Floro Foundation – Desert Flower. Blossoming despite hardship! She encourages, inspires, teaches, and is training and equipping people. She goes wherever the Father is sending her! She is sent in the Biblical way. In 1995 the Holy Spirit set her apart, for the work to which He has called her. Pastor Hendrik – Jan van Mourik – Restoration Church – in the Netherlands, sent her in the apostolic and prophetic ministry in 2006. Rev. Paul van Beek God’s Outreach Ministry Int. sent her in the Deborah call in 2011. Ministry mandate: Isaiah 45 Deliverance, Rebuilding, Restoration.

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