Why do you never come to ME?


My child, I see you searching everywhere, you run from ministry to ministry and from church to church…  You never come to Me!  Spend time with Me and listen to what I have to say to you…  Spend time with Me for who I AM…  My heart is yearning for your love….  I want to hear your voice…  COME ON IN TO THE HOLY PLACE…  I AM IS WAITING FOR YOU….  COME ON IN!   Your secret garden your vineyard,  is the place where you can find Me!  Come on in!  Come on in!

I love you My child, although it is not a sugar coated love…  My love is strong My love can admonish My love cleansed the temple with a whip….  cause I Am knows that the wage of sin is death!  But do not be afraid My beloved I prepared a place for you, come on in, enter My father heart!

For you who needs more of My banquet table the wine the myrrh the oil the honey…

I have to tell you this… when I reach My hand to you, through one of My vessels then do not harden your heart…  but dare to receive what I am given you through that vessel!  You need to die to self to enter My throne room without interruption and without hearing other voices!  The more you come to the end of self, the more you will see me and find My heart!  Come beloved and trust Me, for I am your Father and I am has a plan for you!  Come on in, and let Me talk to you, there is much I want to tell you and there is much you need to know!

For those who are in trouble and going through deep things:

See Me coming over the hills….  See Me coming and see how My hand reaches through the hole of the door , so I can come inside, meaning that I will change you from the inside out and not the other way around!  Trust Me although the fire is hot, trust Me although the problems seem to big, I am there and I know what I am doing!  The more pressure the deeper the anointing cause by crushing the flesh as olives are crushed the more the flesh will be removed and the deeper my anointing can flow out of you!  This is your Gethsemane (crushing of olives) time!  Soon very soon I will take you to Golgotha (skull) that is the place where the flesh will be totally removed, and you will only lean on your beloved!

That is my goal that is My plan….  To get dry bones, dry bones without flesh!  And then I will connect those dry bones so it will become one body and I can breath My spirit, my ruach, on that body!  And I can fill it with My glory!  Dry bones only lean on their beloved, they know their secret garden they know My voice!  After you have walked with Me as the crucified Messiah, I will do what I promised when I curled up My talid…  which is the sign:  I am is coming back!  I will come back on the earth, but before that will happen, I will come back as the risen king in My dry bones!   The children who died to self!  Those who walked patiently with Me as the crucified Messiah, those who suffered with Me, will also reign with Me, as I will reign over the house of Jacob and every knee will bow before me!  Now come in, and let Me talk with you, and then follow Me, and accept My hand when I reach out through a vessel that I have chosen for this time!  Those chosen vessels are depending on me and they are servants not asking for money, not searching for fame, but they point out to Me the great I am and I can serve through them!

Beloved I tell you the truth I am is looking for empty vessels where I can pour in my new wine!  Empty yourself of your own polluted water and I will fill you with my new wine!  Let Me remove the dirt and let me fill you with My spirit!  Now forget about your fathers house and forget about your past , I the King, the great I AM is longing for you, and I have things to tell you….   Come on in your secret garden your vineyard I am waiting….

“My vineyard is mine; I tend it, myself.  You can have the thousand, Shlomo, and the fruit-caretakers, two hundred! 13 [He] You who live in the garden, friends are listening for your voice.  Let me hear it!  14 [She] – Flee, my darling!  Be like a gazelle or young stag on the mountains of spices!”    Song of Songs 8:12-14  (Jewish Complete).


Blessings and Shalom over you!
~ Mamme Devorah
Called by Yeshua by the will of the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob.
“Adversity is the spark that lights the matches, to glow the fire of self-confidence,”   Catharina Schouten.

Catharina Schouten-MeijerCatharina Schouten–Meijer (Mamme Devorah) is the founder of Dezerto Floro Foundation – Desert Flower. Blossoming despite hardship!  She encourages, inspires, teaches, and is training and equipping people.  She goes wherever the Father is sending her! She is sent in the Biblical way.  In 1995 the Holy Spirit set her apart, for the work to which He has called her.  Pastor Hendrik – Jan van Mourik – Restoration Church – in the Netherlands, sent her in the apostolic and prophetic ministry in 2006.  Rev. Paul van Beek God’s Outreach Ministry Int. sent her in the Deborah call in 2011.  Ministry mandate: Isaiah 45 Deliverance, Rebuilding, Restoration.

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  1. Matthew 11:28-30

    Amplified Bible (AMP)

    28 Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy-laden and overburdened, and I will cause you to rest. [I will ease and relieve and refresh your souls.]

    29 Take My yoke upon you and learn of Me, for I am gentle (meek) and humble (lowly) in heart, and you will find rest (relief and ease and refreshment and recreation and blessed quiet) for your souls.

    30 For My yoke is wholesome (useful, good—not harsh, hard, sharp, or pressing, but comfortable, gracious, and pleasant), and My burden is light and easy to be borne.