Many women today carry oil that was pressed through sexual abuse, soul ties, narcissistic entrapment, rape, molestation, and backsliding — but they remain silent vessels, weeping in private because of a Church and society that doesn’t know how to handle redemptive power wrapped in raw testimony.

Many of these women are afraid to testify because they fear being misunderstood, criticized, blamed, or told, “That’s just lust,” when in fact what they went through was a form of spiritual bondage.

They have been spiritually and sexually contaminated by narcissists, false prophets, soul traders, and even family members.

What they experienced was more than abuse, it was a transfer. Their womb was defiled, their souls were fragmented, their dreams were invaded and their destiny was delayed.

Unfortunately, The Church — which should be a city of refuge — has become a den for shame, exposure and whisper, instead of weeping.

So many women retreat, keep quiet, or only share in anonymous prayer requests because they don’t feel safe being seen in their rawness!

The Church preaches sexual purity — but doesn’t teach about restoration!

So, women who “fell” sexually, even after abuse or narcissistic manipulation, are most times:

• Excluded from ministry roles
• Gossiped about if their story gets out
• Treated like cautionary tales, not living testimonies..

This makes healing harder and adds to their trauma.

The truth is, many believes are self righteous, forgetting their own story, have a religious spirit (not the Holy Spirit) so they condemn and criticize, and some are afraid to confront their own wounds so they project on the woman who was attacked.

Sexual sin and trauma carry a unique type of soul-staining shame especially in women.

Even when the experience wasn’t their fault so they hold it in because many people are not spiritually mature enough to hear the full truth without misjudging the vessel.

Many people criticize not because they’re wrong, but because those women touch something they still hide.

“You are like whitewashed tombs… beautiful on the outside but inside full of dead men’s bones.” Matthew 23:27.

But the Spirit of God who lifted the woman caught in adultery from the ground and says:

“Where are your accusers? Neither do I condemn you. Go and sin no more.” John 8:11.

God has not condemned you dear one, therefore NO ONE can condemn you!

Tell Your Story!

God, who formed you, knew your name before the foundation of the world.

He does not see you as ruined, He sees you Redeemed and Restored.

The oil on your life is rare, and it has been purified by fire. Do not fear their faces.

Speak! Testify! Declare!

For every time you open your mouth, a gate of freedom opens for another. You are Abba’s Vessel of Deliverance!

God is raising up women with “Rahab Testimonies” messy, misunderstood, but red-ribboned with scarlet redemption.

Your voice is not for entertainment. It’s for inheritance recovery!

 

Shalom
~ Syreeta Thomas

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Syreeta Thomas

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