“Why have you forsaken Me, My lover?
Where are you, My betrothed?
Why are you hiding from Me?
Why have you gotten lost in the days and activities around you?
Why do you let the things around you pull you away from Me?
Why do you not seek Me, as before?
Why do you not come after Me in abandonment, day after day?
Why do you not seek Me in the evenings?
Do you think I don’t see or hear you, or know what you do?
I know your thoughts. Why are you angry with Me, but say you aren’t?
Deep within, you believe I wasn’t there for you.
Deep within, you have been hurt, and rejected by many around you, who don’t understand you, the way I do and in many ways you have blamed Me, for the rejection you have had to endure.
I AM here waiting for you. I have not forgotten you. I have not forsaken you, or left you behind for another.
I still love you, more than before. I, your husband-to-be, love you more than you know.
I love you more than the sun that shines, more than the clouds in the sky. I love you more than all the stars in the sky or the grains of sand at the beach.
I love you. There is no other like you. You are unique to Me and you are mine.
I have not sought to harm or destroy you. I have not left you for another. I have not stopped loving you even for a second. I love you with an everlasting love, and I won’t let go of you.
I will continue to stand by you and with you no matter what. I will be your light in the darkness, that attempts to come into your life, both knowingly and unknowingly.
I will be your partner, through thick and through thin. I will be there, when all else have forsaken you.
Even in the end, when there is no one else to turn to, I will be there. I AM the only one you are to trust.
I AM the only one, you can call your own. I AM the one who loves you more than any other.
Can you not see how much I love you?
Do you not know all the times I have helped you?
Do you not know how I have provided for you and I have saved your life?
I AM your bridegroom. I AM the one, My father is preparing you for. Have you not sought his help in getting ready for our wedding and its feast?
Have you not asked him, for the perfect mate?
For only he can bring you to Me. Only he can prepare you for Me. Only he knows My secrets.
Only he knows My ways. He is the one who knows all, sees all, and understands all. He is a wonderful father and only wants the best for you. This is all in his timing, not yours.
Do not worry, he has carefully selected what you need yet, to finish your preparation.
He knows what to remove and what to add to make you complete, a finished work, for Me. But do not go before him.
Do not rush to complete his work, for you will find yourself in a worse state, for you have tried to do something that only he can do.
You tried to steal his glory, thinking you could do it without him, so that you wouldn’t have to praise his name.
Those are the things within you that still need to be dealt with. Do not panic. I AM the one in charge and I AM the one who will take care of you, as you continue to seek a path of obedience to Me.
Walk in disobedience and rebellion and you open the door to the enemy and make it harder on yourself, rather than easier.
Listen to My voice, not that of many within, that you opened the door to, through words or activities, when you thought I wasn’t looking.
Do not listen to the ones who try to destroy you. Tell them, “no.” and say “yes!!!!” to Me. Do not look to self, look up to Me.
I AM the only one who can get you out of the mess you are in. I AM the only one.
Any higher self you seek, is exactly that, self. It is not Me, your LORD, your Savior, Holy Spirit, Jesus, or God.
So in seeking a higher self, you are idolizing yourself. You know My commandments, so why have you sought to make an idol of yourself?
Why are you seeking to listen to yourself, which is the spirit within that wants to ignore Me, that wants to hide from Me, and that wants to be right so desperately, that you are refusing to listen to Me, your Heavenly Father.
You want to prove that you can be right, but you are fighting against Me. Your stubbornness is as rebellion, and is as witchcraft and is seeking to destroy you.
The enemy has covered you with a deaf and dumb spirit. So with that monkey sitting around your neck on your shoulders, you won’t hear Me or speak My truth, for it has covered your mouth and ears.
It is time for you to change tactics. It is time for you to listen to worship music and worship Me.
It is time for you to fast and pray to Me, for I AM the only one who you can fully rely on.
I AM the one with thousands of cattle on the hill.
I AM the one who can meet your every need.
I AM the one who is your rear guard and I AM the commander of the angelic host. But you need to stop trying to meet your needs yourself.
Give up your independence, and become dependent on Me. Rely solely on Me.
I AM here for you. I AM the one who loves you most.
I AM the one waiting to pull you out of the hole you have put yourself into.
Look up. See My hand? I AM reaching for you now. Now is the time for you to let go of the past, and come into My future for you. Look up.
See My hand? I AM reaching for you now. Grab My hand, so I can pull you out of the pit you are in. Let the things of the past go, so the chains holding you down will be broken. Get out of the muck and mire and come to Me.
I AM the only one for you. I love you more than any other. You are for Me, as I AM for you. Come now, My beloved, come now. Time is short.”
God Bless You!
~ Beverly Juelsgaard-Fischer
God has allowed Beverly to minister all over the world through the internet, and in person through conferences, church services, and small groups. Beverly’s heart is to see the Body of Christ walk in the freedom that God means for them, so they can develop a deep intimacy with Father God, Jesus and Holy Spirit. She ministers to others through prophetic words, and other gifts, bringing breakthrough and calling people into a constant pursuit of His Heart to actively hear His voice for themselves and others. Beverly lives near Danville, VA.