I looked for love in all the wrong places.
I was desperate for love but for the wrong kind of love. I was rejected and ashamed.
When I got noticed by a man I would cling to them and at times run after them even if they rejected me — many times for the wrong reasons, because I wanted to be accepted and loved.
But you see, because of the rejection in life and lack of love I went searching for it from others.
They could not give me what I needed. I poured out my heart to others and they took advantage of me and my heart got broken.
Then came the love I so desperately desired. For hours I would cry out to The LORD needing love and Jesus came and surrounded me.
It was a painful time for me, but I cried out desperately for him.
He gave it to me! He gave me His Love!
This time, instead of going to others for that love, I went to Him and each time He gave me more and more and more of His Love and this eventually filled me with joy and peace.
We must become desperate for Him!
I come against all rejection, shame and guilt in your life.
I ask for our Heavenly Father to fill you with his love to overflowing. That the love you pour out for your Heavenly Father will be able to pour out that love unto others.
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While in prayer I am seeing a woman who is in a school (a place of learning).
There are a few others who are around her but they are harassing her. They try to back her up against the lockers but they don’t succeed. She pushes her way out and they can’t hold her back.
God is on your side. He is fighting this battle. They cannot hold you back.
You are a lot stronger than you were before. No longer will they be able to harass you.
I declare your strength is rising!
So we say with great confidence: “I know The LORD is for me and I will never be afraid of what people may do to me!” (Hebrews 13:6).
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I hear The LORD saying, “I AM desperate for My People to come to know Me.
I AM desperate for them to come learn of My Ways and to trade their sorrows for My Joy.”
Don’t hide your face from me LORD!
There are those who feel that God is hiding himself from you. He just wants you to become desperate. It’s a heartfelt cry and a need…..
“Hear my prayer, O LORD; let my cry for help come before You.
Do not hide Your face from me in the day of my distress.
Incline Your ear to me; answer me quickly when I call,” Psalm 102:1-2.
~ Kelly Ewing