Excerpt From God’s Fire Wall School of the Prophets,
Session 4 the Spirit of Knowledge
“The enemy’s intent all throughout your life is to bring attacks of “REJECTION,” because he knows that it will keep you distracted, and unable to grow in the love of God.
God showed me that rejection is always attached to shame. If shame is hidden dormant within our soul, then rejection is able to attack us.
The reproach of shame is removed, by the power of the Word of God through Holy Spirit. Holy Spirit brings the knowledge of God to us, in order that the anointing of the power of truth of God’s Word destroys the yoke of oppression.
A great analogy to show you how rejection attaches to our soul through shame is in that of a vehicle.
If we look at a vehicle that is used to drive, shame would be considered a vehicle, and the driver of the vehicle would be fear.
When we have shame hidden within our soul, then fear is able to drive us. When there is shame present in our soul, subconsciously, without realizing, it manipulates us.
Learned negative behaviors that we have, result from the fear that is controlling us, all because of our need to “NOT FEEL REJECTED.”
This rejection is the thorn in our soul, like the thorn in the lion’s paw. Sometimes the thorn is louder than the Word of God, when we feel rejected.
The way we turn the volume down, is to receive healing by the Spirit of Knowledge, revealing God’s love in order that we can walk in the power of the Word.”
“Likewise, as we are faithful to confess our sins and failings before God, our conscious mind (that which is not subconscious) is attached to the Mind of Christ Jesus, giving us hope.
We can endure the process of sanctification and justification that is being carried out, to present us as spotless and blameless.
This is the process of our conscience (soul) being transformed, having the transformed mind, as we come to know God and His love towards us. (See Romans 12:1-2)
The sanctification process causes my faith to attach to the Word that is being carried out in my soul.
As I am purified by the power of God’s Word, then I become attached to the wholeness and righteousness of the mind of Christ, causing me to find a NEW CONSCIENCE, where I resolve now, to cling to the MIND OF CHRIST!
Because of this transformation of my mind, in leaving my old nature and clinging to the new nature of the Mind of Christ, I know God’s love for me!”
“When there is a stress response, if it is not mitigated, it can lead into an anxiety/panic attack. Anxiety operates in our brain on a subconscious level.
The conscious mind kicks in, after our mind and body have already started reacting to what we perceive to be fearful to us.
Now remember, this is non-immediate stress that I am referring to, where our life is not in danger.
I know this process well, because after leaving a severely abusive relationship, which had immediate stress, that I had been in for around nine months when I was 20 years old, bled over into my non-immediate stress.
The traumatic experiences messed up the midbrain region of my brain, causing me to have brain dysregulation.
As a result, my brain would react to any perceived circumstance through the history of my severe abuse.
Although I was out of the abusive relationship, my brain did not comprehend it. To my brain I was still in a place that was a real threat, which was my own mind!
From my early twenties until my mid thirties, I suffered anxiety and panic attacks from the past abuse.
My self-esteem was as low as possible; I could not be in the room with others because of the chronic stress that my brain perceived.
Although the stress was gone, my stress response system had not shut off. Instead, it was accumulating in my mind all that could be perceived as stressful to me, which was simply LIVING!
Living was stressful! I had to obtain victory over this area, in order that my subconscious could be set free of the triggers that were causing me to spiral into panic attacks.
When I got anxious and would begin to panic, I would sweat, my heart would beat fast, my stomach would get all discomforted, and I would sit on my hands as if I was keeping myself pinned down from all the tension, so that I would not just dart out of the room.
However, after a few minutes of this, I would finally get up and almost hurriedly get out of whatever room I was in.
There would always be a bathroom that I would find, where I could talk myself down from any episode of anxiety/panic.
Having lived in an abusive relationship with chronic stress, negative “learned behavior” had been created.
(For those who do not know my story, I have written as much as God will let me share, in God’s Fire Wall Healing of the Soul Session 1 The Light.)
God began to heal me through the years, as He empowered me with His Word, causing me to know the love He has towards me, giving me a hope and a future. (See Jeremiah 29:11-13)
As I sought God more, I was hungrier for His Word and given revelation by Holy Spirit to see TRUTH. It was as though I was awakened! I discovered that I had made the opinions of others my reflection, feeling needy, rejected, unaccepted and like trash.
All of this resulted from the insults of the enemy against my soul through different circumstances in my life.
I realized that my disobedience against God was also the area where I neglected His boundaries that would have protected my soul from all this hurt.”
A saint crying out to God for fullness of deliverance and the manifestation of salvation.
~ Robin Kirby Gatto
Robin Kirby-Gatto operates in the prophetic, bringing the testimony of Jesus into the earth through the scripture Revelation 19:10 “For the testimony of Jesus is the spirit of prophecy.” Robin walks in God’s Wisdom, Knowledge and Understanding and is brought into areas to bring a revelation of God’s Truth, The Word as the Holy Spirit brings forth God’s anointing into her ministry.