To the Orphan Spirit: “I AM Your Beloved!”

I have written so much about the heart and how we don’t know our own heart, but as an Intercessor, in the past few years, I have been so amazed at how much of God’s Children constantly compare themselves to others in The Body of Christ, and have developed strongholds of Envy and Jealousy that they do not even realize they have.

Comparison and Competition are rampant in The Church and in the world today, as we witness the strong move of witchcraft and control across the earth.

God in His Mercy and Goodness is stepping in to heal the wounds of ‘not enough’ and ‘covetousness’ that has taken over in the hearts of many who are truly called to step into their place in this hour.

The LORD spoke softly to me as He gave me a picture of a wounded child.

“Some are carrying wounds from childhood and have developed many patterns that keep repeating themselves.

There are also many others who have been deeply wounded by cruel words spoken to them that flowed out of a wounded spirit of envy or jealousy in their hearts.

Know this,” says The Father, “that spirit is the foundation of all competition and lack of true identity.”

I used to have a picture in my living room long ago that said, ‘I Act Different because I Am Different.’

I had become very defensive, due to an injustice done to me, and I look back on that now and realize, I was making a statement that it was okay to be different.

The LORD has said to me me so many times, “When I put someone in your life that is different from you, know that you need them and they need you.

I AM fitting together My Body to work together in these last days, to produce an outpouring of My Spirit.

It shall be a display of My Love, that produces Hope and Faith that will take away the fear and hopelessness, that is causing My People to faint in their minds.”

When those bruises or wounds have lingered, they develop into an orphan mentality. This is not just unique to the younger generation, but many times it has taken up residence in the older generation as they learned what they lived through a religious spirit.

True Identity has been lost in a flood of self preservation and self promotion in these last days. The LORD is bringing healing to the Orphan spirit has grew up in a religious atmosphere.

We were created to celebrate our differences and embrace the gifts of those The LORD is connecting us to.

As I have experienced some recent pain in many areas of my body, The LORD has opened my eyes to observe the human body as a picture of His Body.

I had felt like very heavy weights were on my neck, and it was causing so much pain that I felt I couldn’t turn my head.

As I inquired of The LORD, He spoke very clearly to me, “Many in The Body of Christ are cut off from Me, for I AM the Head, and they are The Body.

Each part of The Body has need of each other. I AM coming to heal the spirit of division in families.

I AM shining My Light into those who are struggling to find their place. It is the hour when the older shall teach the younger, families shall gather together and celebrate what each one brings to the table.

My Church shall embrace the truth of BELONGING to a Father who is filling them up anew and giving them eyes to see what is already theirs.

The orphan mindset has come to partner with the spirit of Leviathan to twist truth and distort their true identity,” says The Father whose love never fails.

“Know this, beloved, everything I have is yours for the asking. I sent My Son to die that you would have abundant life.

I AM rescuing the lonely ones who have believed the lies of the enemy that that have no place in the family of God, and that they have no one.

I AM enlarging hearts to embrace the success of another and celebrate their gift with Joy. I AM exposing the the spirit of jealousy, for it is as cruel as the grave.”

As I have been hearing these words from The LORD, I see the pattern of Control in America becoming more serious each day. I was taken to Revelation 2 in prayer for America and The Church.

When Jealousy and Control get out of hand, it gives place to a spirit of Jezebel.

I believe The LORD is warning The Church just as He did The Church of Ephesus.

“But I have this against you: you are forgiving that woman Jezebel, who calls herself a prophetess and is seducing my loving servants,” Revelation 2:20 TPT.

To the angel of the church in Ephesus write: These are the words of him who holds the seven stars in his right hand and walks among the seven golden lampstands. I know your deeds, your hard work and your perseverance. I know that you cannot tolerate wicked people, that you have tested those who claim to be apostles but are not, and have found them false. You have persevered and have endured hardships for my name, and have not grown weary.
Yet I hold this against you: You have forsaken the love you had at first. Consider how far you have fallen! Repent and do the things you did at first. If you do not repent, I will come to you and remove your lampstand from its place. But you have this in your favor: You hate the practices of the Nicolaitans, which I also hate.
Whoever has ears, let them hear what the Spirit says to the churches. To the one who is victorious, I will give the right to eat from the tree of life, which is in the paradise of God,” Revelation 2:1- 7 NIV.

I see His hand reaching out, and I hear His voice saying, “Come unto Me all you who are heavy laden and I will give you rest.

Come unto Me and be filled with truth and peace that passes understanding.

Come come come and feast at My Table, for I AM a good good Father and I have given you The Spirit of Adoption. You are My Beloved and I AM yours.”

Won’t you rejoice with Me and Worship as we sing this song by Jonathan and Melissa Helser, “I Am Your Beloved”?

“For you have not received a spirit of slavery leading to fear again, but you have received [b]a spirit of adoption as sons and daughters by which we cry out, “Abba! Father!” The Spirit Himself testifies with our spirit that we are children of God, and if children, heirs also, heirs of God and fellow heirs with Christ, if indeed we suffer with Him so that we may also be glorified with Him,” Romans 8:15-17 NASB.

 

~ Sandi Holman

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Sandi Holman was called to the nations as an End-Time Handmaiden in 1984 with Gwen Shaw and served with YWAM Singapore and YWAM Charlotte in missions. Sword of The LORD Ministries came from a divine encounter with The LORD when He came into her prayer room and said, “I have come to put a sword in your hand and was given special instructions on how and when to use it.” She is an author, Prophetic Intercessor and Seer, Chaplain, Teacher, Speaker and Equipper, and Blogger who has also served as a Pastor Online with Beyond the Veil Ministries.

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