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You Are Not Going Under! — 4 Comments

  1. Thank you Robin for this word – it has inspired me to go to church tonight. My life has been so difficult & I am fighting to try save my house as my finances are extremely bleak but worst is I am so broken I feel I can hardly go on.I am sooo alone & it hurts so bad, I am frightened but I know I must just hold onto Jesus. My eyes are indeed firmly on Jesus. My husband has never been committed in anyway & comes & goes as he pleases. Once for a year no contact other than a message sayin he wants a divorce, then reappeared out blue like a casual aquaintance wondering how I am. Back forth but no responsibility usually once a month visit. He qualified pastor & talks talk preaching but labels me while keeping his private life confidential. He keeps saying to me when my son grows up he wil leave me too :,-( I am trying to teach my son but worry as I do not see it penetrating – like my husband it seems like unpractised unpersonal theory. It seems to me life with all its toys & distractions is destroying men particularly (although I had a good dad & grandpa, my son has no good spiritual role model) I am confused I try love my husband nuy way he treats me I am not sure I want him in my life (I do not tel him that we see each otherso seldom) he is ex addict says he can only take care of himself. He gets free board lodge food at work his salary is pocket money which he uses for gaming & computers & his car & mostly luxaries. I cant even pay my bare survival costs. My loving christian family passed away. Remaining family reject me mostly cos I am not cool or hip enough, I dont drink any more cos we cursed with addiction problems, some addicts, some died frm abuse etc so I was not invited to new years etc they declined invitations I sent out. Last few years I just stopped begging & realised not good for my son anyway. I do pray daily for my son to follow God & God to send him a sincere christian mentor – it just seems so bleak as men hav moved away from bible to pleasure. I ask God for someone to love me & serve Him with

  2. HE IS WALKING WITH US BY OUR FAITH.
    THANK YOU FOR YOUR WORDS SISTER, IN YESHUA’ NAME.
    SHALOM ADONAY FROM THE FATHERS, AMÉN-AMÉN-AMÉN..! SELAH AND MORE SELAH’S
    THANK YOU RUACH HA KODESH FOR THE SHOWED LIGHTS OF HOPE FROM HEAVEN. AMÉN..!

  3. Currently I am in severe and seriously debt, no money to buy food
    Cupboards, fridge, freezer and bank account empty.
    My dog even do not have food to eat
    I brought my tithers to the store house
    So much debt up to 2 Million Rand (ZAR) as I from South Africa
    Why does God allow me to go through this wilderness where I cannot provide for my children, have to borrow money from my sub ordinates.
    I serve a Great God, why is Good punish me.
    What do I do not right in God’s eyes