People ask me many times why I write so much about The Heart, about The Fear of The LORD and about choices.
I then began to question The LORD about my focus on The Heart.
The LORD said this to me, “I have chosen you to be a carrier of My Heart and in order to do that, you must ask Me to show you your heart.
When you first started to learn how to learn how to pray as an Intercessor, you would pray from Psalm 24 to Me saying, ‘LORD, I want to ascent into the hill of The LORD, create in me a pure heart and give me clean hands’ and we embarked on a journey together about all the issues that flow out of an unguarded heart.
That is how you began to cry out for discernment and more understanding of the heart”, says The Father.
“The earth is The LORD’s, and all its fullness, the world and those who dwell therein. For He has founded it upon the seas, and established it upon the waters. Who may ascend into the hill of The LORD? Or who may stand in His Holy Place? He who has clean hands and a pure heart, who has not lifted up his soul to an idol, nor sworn deceitfully. He shall receive blessing from The LORD, and righteousness from the God of his salvation.” Psalm 24:1-5.
So, beloved ones, as I began that journey long ago, I began to listen and ask for wisdom for a heart full of understanding, I began to meditate on the Psalms and Proverbs one day I cried out to The LORD saying, “LORD, I see clearly now that foolishness was bound in my heart as a child and I want to be filled with wisdom.”
He very gently answered me saying, “My Daughter, you have put your feet on The Path of Truth and Righteousness and the desire for Wisdom has won your heart.
I will train you in the wiles of deception that you may walk in Truth and Revelation as you carry My Heart.”.
“My son, if you receive my words, and treasure my commands within you, so that you incline your ear to wisdom, and apply your heart to understanding; Yes, if you cry out for discernment, and lift up your voice for understanding, if you seek her as silver, and search for her as for hidden treasures; then you will understand The Fear of The LORD, and find the knowledge of God.” Proverbs 2:1-5.
I have come to tell you, it has been my experience that applying my heart to understanding is a daily endeavor that can only be carried out daily, as I say, “Show me my heart, LORD!” then inclining my ear to listen to obtain His Wisdom.
It is the a choice of IF…. if I discipline myself to deal with any issue in my own heart that He reveals to me, then and only then do I get full understanding of The Fear of The LORD and find The Knowledge of God.
It all begins with a CHOICE of IF and ends with a THEN of God’s fulfillment of His promise or provision.
“For IF you forgive men their trespasses, THEN your heavenly Father will also forgive you. But IF you do not forgive men their trespasses, THEN neither will your Father forgive your trespasses.” Matthew 6:14-15.
The choice is a gift and the responsibility for that gift of choice is MINE. He is always working in me the wisdom to know the difference between good and evil, the difference between what I can and cannot change and what HE alone can change.
The bottom line that I would like to emphasis is understanding the Fear of The LORD and knowing that HE did not give us a spirit of fear but HE gave us LOVE that never fails, POWER that conquers all PRESSURE and takes down every giant and a SOUND MIND… we have HIS mind.
The scripture says LET THIS MIND BE IN YOU… give Him free reign to fill your mind with His mind, His thoughts and take captive every thought that exalts itself against this knowledge.
I like to think of it this way, just SHIFT gears and go into OVERDRIVE… travel the road in HIGH GEAR by receiving the mind of Christ for every challenge of fear and deception.
Sometimes when we become isolated, our thoughts tend become isolated and focused on the atmosphere and all the clamoring voices of opposition to truth, then fear begins to creep into our minds to form a stronghold.
We can easily see that as we watch the world fighting and arguing back and forth with their opinions, thoughts and human wisdom or fleshly knowledge based on presumptions and assumptions and all the lies that they have been fed non-stop.
But The Word of The LORD says, ‘”You shall know the truth and the truth shall set you free.” (John 8:32).
The spirit of fear has an assignment to directly oppose God and try, yes, I say ‘try’ to undermine the Truth of His dunamis Power, never failing Love, and sound mind of Wisdom.
His Road is the only way out, it is the WAY, it is the only way to freedom.
“For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of Power and of Love and of a Sound Mind.” 2 Timothy 1:7.
In many cases, it could be said that IF is the golden key that unlocks our door to His promise.
As The LORD led me back to read some of my previous Words published here on HKP, I stopped and read this one several times Many Designated Doors in 2019! because it contained the prophecy by John Paul Jackson about “The Perfect Storm” which is coming to pass now before our very eyes.
The LORD grabbed my heart to pause and consider how many times He said IF..and THEN.
So out of that experience, I began to ask The LORD what do you want ME to do?
He clearly said, “Send the Word out again, that many may understand fully that there were some conditions of obedience to be met. Also listen carefully for further personal guidance.”
So I am re-posting it here below for your discernment of the now time… (Many Designated Doors in 2019!)
For many weeks now, I have been praying and seeking The LORD and my heart is heavy regarding the responsibility of the Church re: If My People and The LORD’s non-compromising WORDS to us as His People.
It is with a very deep conviction and a holy presence of The LORD upon me as I pen this word.
I prophesy this Now Word to you!
- It is time to make up for lost time,
- it is time to stay on the wall and stay awake and alert,
- it is time to make today count and live in him,
- it is time to repent for our wrong focus,
- it is time to press in,
- it is time to stop the blame and get in the game,
- it is time to stop pointing out the problem and speak the answer,
- it is time that we measure our judgments of other and our criticisms of them and recognize that The LORD is revealing what we really don’t know about ourselves and our heart regarding unrighteous judgement,
- it is time to allow God’s Love be seen in us,
- it is time to stop and consider time does not stand still for us and we will not pass this way again,
- it is time to repent for the pride of our hearts creating division through our jealousy and competition,
- it is time to take our position of Authority and Understand our need for one another,
- it is time to re-calibrate and arise and align our hearts with The Heart of God for Completion of his rebuilding of His House — Restoring, Redeeming,
- it is time to humble ourselves under the mighty hand of god and take up Fiery Faith and be The Radical Remnant Army of The LORD as we much forward to reach our destiny of holiness that The LORD may be glorified in all the world as we as his chosen ones for such a time as this cover the earth with his glory!
With the fear of The LORD and much love.
~ Sandi Holman
Sandi Holman was called to the nations as an End-Time Handmaiden in 1984 with Gwen Shaw and served with YWAM Singapore and YWAM Charlotte in missions. Sword of The LORD Ministries came from a divine encounter with The LORD when He came into her prayer room and said, “I have come to put a sword in your hand and was given special instructions on how and when to use it.” She is an author, Prophetic Intercessor and Seer, Chaplain, Teacher, Speaker and Equipper, and Blogger who has also served as a Pastor Online with Beyond the Veil Ministries.