An Apostolic message from a fathers heart. Sitting here weeping in the presence of God. He is breaking my heart for the burdens and needs of His people. God knows how to tenderize the hearts of his servant/sons. I have been praying much for a broken and contrite spirit, I believe He is answering my prayers.
I want to ask for forgiveness from the brothers and sisters here if there is any thing I have said that wasn’t operating out of the love of God, be that in private messages or posts. I don’t apologize for speaking the truth, but anywhere I have spoken it in harshness and not with a broken and contrite Spirit, and anywhere you have tasted the hose instead of the pure water of life.
Sometimes in the role of Apostle/Prophet, servant and son to the nations, we have to say things that are hard and not easily understood. Some don’t understand and wonder with what authority do I speak the things that I do? And where did I come from? What school of the supernatural did I go to? What bible school did I attend?
I wanted to go, but the Lord forbid me to go. He said, “I will lead you and guide you and show you what to do and what to read and what to listen to.”
I spent ten years serving an Apostle, a great man of of God. Seven of those years he went on a sabbatical and discipled me, one on one. I must have needed it, as one of the Lord’s original hard cases. As a young man who in the world, I was military and hard core, a drug dealer and a very angry violent man, who at one time literally wanted to kill his earthly father and thought about it many times. While at the same time this same earthly father was laying down His life, fasting two days a week for seven years. At the end of those seven years I was apprehended.
Similar to the Apostle Paul, a bright Cloud of The Lord’s Glory came down upon me and The Lord Jesus Christ knocked me off my horse, so to say, and called me as an Apostle to the Church and A Prophet to the Nations. I was 20 years old then, now I’m 53. Through the years I have had many visitations of the Lord, face to face, and many angelic encounters.
I saw many signs and wonders and miracles even as a young man and even the dead raised. The angel of the Lord came to me, weeping directly from the presence of the Lord and beseeched me to wait on my ministry. He said, “Do not seek the upper most seats in the Synagogue. Wait on your your ministry. The Father has great need of you in the end times.”
This is not about me, but about Him and these are the End Times. God is beginning to release many vessels who have been on the back side of the desert, so to say, for decades and this is the Hour of their release. The funny thing is, they don’t look, smell, act, think or present themselves like many of the polished religionist of this day. But they are coming with a burning message from the heart of the Father.
They have words and messages which you need to hear and receive, so that you may be be ready for the Appearing of the Lord and the equipped, to stand in the battle in this Day of The Lord, and to over come the darkness that is coming on the earth.
Please do not miss your Day of Visitation, when the Lord begins to appear in chosen vessels. Many of you, hearing these words, are some of those vessels. And this is the hour to step up and go forth and proclaim the messages and words the Lord has Given you.
Please pray for me and them, that we may be given utterances and wisdom and that we would come forth with a broken and contrite spirit and be healed of the wounds we have acquired in the House of God and from the hand of the enemy.
I don’t claim authority with everyone, just the ones I’m sent to. My only agenda is to see the Bride of Christ come forth in all Her Glory, and the Glory of the Lord cover the earth. I’m here to serve. Let me know if I can help you in any way. I love you all as The Lords Bond slave.
Sincerely, Kevin John Nugent