In pursuit of the presence of The Lord

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Contradictions in our Spirit, words and actions

Now, let me see you always, praying and fasting in the presence of The Lord, laid out in His glory, prophesying, seeing in the heavens, but you’re quick to get offended, quick to get angry, go off on people, and have a bad attitude.

All this from being in the presence you said, of God!!  Somebody is a lying wonder.

I don’t understand these people who have all the opportunity to be delivered, but hold on to all these spirits.  You want to lead people, lay hands on them, but don’t want to get your character and attitude in order.  Why are you mean spirited and evil acting, but you so full of the Holy Ghost?

God’s spirit don’t act like that, and even if you get out of order, it will convict you for your behavior.  The works of the flesh are causing many to obtain a bad reputation, because of the way they act toward people and in public.  No matter how anointed you say you are, how gifted you operate, your character and attitude, if it’s bad and ugly, takes away from all you say and do.

People remember ugliness!  Let’s check ourselves before we let all our good be evil spoken of.

In pursuit of the presence of The Lord

THERE IS SOMETHING SO WONDERFUL HAPPENING: I am at a place of great awareness.  My spiritual discernment is on high alert and God is speaking so precisely at this time.

Many of you are experiencing such a time of intense isolation.  It’s almost irritating to your spirit, to be interrupted during this time of isolation.  It seem as if you view people as intruders because your time alone with The Lord is so special to you.

You seem to want to go away from everything and everybody, because there is such a hunger to hear from The Lord.  You seem out of place when you are not in that aloneness with God’s presence.  You don’t have a desire for nothing but Him; it seems as if you are being driven to pursue Him.  You don’t really want to talk to nobody and when you do it seems as if you rush off the phone to get back into that intimate silence.

You seem almost rude to people and short with them because you’re searching seeking pursuing God with every fiber of your being.  You have cut yourself off from foolishness and unnecessary conversations it’s as if every word has to count for something that will heighten your spirit and cause you to go deeper into your intimacy with God.

Everything you do, everything you say, is about making your relationship with God more firmer and stronger.  You feel like you have to be sure that you are pleasing Him that you are acceptable to Him that He knows that you love Him with every fiber of your being.  You bury yourself in His presence and you are praying to be total submerged and consume by His glory.

This place right here, cannot be truly explained.  It’s a place of deep and intense intimacy a place of waiting and wanting a place of impartation and transformation, a place of information and receiving.

I love this place of preparation, this place of wanting more and more a place of real awareness where God uncovers hidden mysteries and intimacies about His character, and you learn things about His presence and glory that are mind blowing.

This place were the weight of His glory seems so heavy but yet so light.  In a secret place with the most high God enjoying Him and learning more and more about Him.

I don’t apologize for my seclusion and isolation and my withdrawn state at this time because I am in pursuit of something more and I’m going after it with everything that’s within me.

Will anybody join me and begin your own pursuit?   I can tell you, it’s an experience you will never forget.  Much love to you all.


My intimacy, which includes not only my strengths, but my weakness failures and flaws, is never open to the public, and even the inner circle will not have a detailed report or account of the completeness of all I am.

The only way people should see that deep into your life, is when God reveals something to those whom He has assigned to be your prayer warriors and intercessors, and they only see as far as God let them.

Always remember, your connections have people they talk to, who have people they talk to, who have people they talk to.  In other words it’s a chain reaction that goes on and on until those that shouldn’t know that dimension of you, learn facts about you that could damage you.

Something that The Lord said to me years ago, that I have just tried to stand on, is never say something that you can’t say again.  Never reveal anything that you don’t want anyone else to know, and never repeat what you haven’t seen yourself.

Be careful who you allow into the treasure chest of your life.  When people who are immature, are covering you, when they get angry or upset they will tell people what valuables or junk you have locked away from public view.  Immature people don’t know how to have a disagreement, but yet remain loyal to their assignment.  But a mature person will remain faithful to their position even when it’s uncomfortable.  So before you speak, make sure it’s something you really want to reveal and say!


~ Apostle Barbara R. Thomas

Apostle/Prophetess Barbara R. ThomasApostle Barbara R. Thomas is founder of I Come to Heal Ministries, A Woman’s touch Ministry, The Next Dimension Global Outreach Ministries and Spoken Word School of Ministry and she is on a mission travelling the world proclaiming the Gospel for soul to be won to the Kingdom of God. She has a mandate on her life to help brings others to their divine purpose.

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